Enlightened

During this one week holiday, I need to do :

I) Text production 2
II) 2 Chemistry reports
III) IES folio
IV) Math revision for quiz on Monday 28/8

I have done:

I) Half a chem report

And it’s already Friday. Ausmat students shouldn’t do this. Ausmat students shouldn’t procrastinate for so many days when there’s so much work to do. Ausmat students shouldn’t feel guilty for not doing any work and so plan to fill the next day with work but instead play computer game until 6am.

Not coming from Chinese school is not an excuse. Yeam, Wen Ter, Audrey are not from Chinese school too, but they can be hardworking. They will do work when they should. I don’t.

A few months ago I instructed my housemates not to hesitate to stop me when they think I play too much computer game, but none of them really did that. Maybe it’s because they think that I still do quite well in my studies, so it’s ok for me to play. I admit, my result isn’t that bad. But I know I can do better. Instead of doing last minute revision until early morning, I can start reading a few days earlier and use the remaining time to do exercise. Based on past experience, I know that my result will be much better if I do that. Instead, when I have free time a few days before exam, I play computer. De-stress my foot! I’m addicted.

After SPM, I have resorted to accepting ‘acceptable’ result. My determination to become the best succumbed to the desire to distract myself from the depressing prospect of studying and doing assignments by playing computer game.
I need to do something that I should have done a long time ago but I’m such a coward I didn’t. Final SSABSA exam is less than 70 days away. Drastic times call for drastic measures.


I am deleting ‘Football Manager 2006’ from my laptop.