Emo / Happier things

This burden is a bit heavy.

What if I cant manage it?

Will I fail? Will I fail anyone?

Sometimes I think that I'm afraid to fail just because I dread disappointing ppl close to me. That, and the sympathy from ppl around me. Instead of because I would disappoint myself. It's a bit sad because in a way, it makes my life not entirely my own, which is is wrong. I should be able to make my own decision with my life knowing that only I would be affected by it, with no one to judge me. Isnt that how one learns to be responsible for one's own judgement? Since when has other ppl's feeling been a factor in this?

On a happier note, Robot Wars was over today. My mats obstacle was crap but no one other than the contestants really cared. At least all the other things that I prepared were alright. I got a free kickass T-shirt to boot, with another more kickass (kickasser?) one rumored to be arriving tomorrow. Tomorrow also promises the after party, so life's looking alright at least in the short term. And also the extension on the shaft assignment we got for being involved in robot wars just brightened up my day. Now, if only I didnt exceed my internet quota, things would be so much better...

Hi whoever is reading this, mind to leave a comment so that I know you are reading this?

p/s Is there a difference between CV and resume? I sent them a resume why do they still want my CV?

I hate it when my worlds collide

The world is grey, and I am useless

I've been coding in the lab the whole day and still fail to get exercise 8 working. I'm such a failure. I'm tired. I'm dejected. My mood is really really low.

Ellsworth - Rascall Flatts

A song that I like.

Merlin is a magician, not a lion.

Because merlion is the lion. Right? Right?

note to self: drinks with caffeine do not go well with cereal

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